Productivity Guilt

I am tired of waking up in the morning

Don't get me wrong, I am grateful to be alive

It's just that the blankets feel like cinder blocks

sinking me into the bed

I wake up feeling anxious & incapable

"Get up!" my mind begs

But I just can't

I know I should be more productive

I know I should wake up earlier

Should, should, should

I want to be free of the should's